Few years ago, I met a guy online from UK. It only started wen
he accidentally sent me a message and mistakenly thought I was
the girl he used to talk to. He is a christian thats why I got interested
having conversations with him.
After years of being a cyber friend he became my spiritual adviser.
There are times I felt like no one would understand me especially
when I'm in the peak of being doomed as I may describe it.
He was the only one who lifted my spirit. Even if he's still a stranger,
I felt comfort and hope when exchanging chats with him. It was like
God sent an angel trapped in a stranger.
I could still remember when times I felt a bit awkward at him.
I felt pity for myself that my lifeis way too far from him that he
wouldn't want to imagine. Felt like he would never understand me
our lives were ends apart. But what i thought just flew with the wind.
I never felt ashamed telling him every inch of my stories, my laughters
and tears. We became good friends but I never imagine what or how will
it be if I'm personally in front of him. Maybe I'm too open because he
wouldn't have a chance to see me especially crying while tapping my
keyboards. Somehow talking to a stranger eases some of my pains.
Time came when our conversation dwindle. It took also about a year
that we havent heard from each other. And surprisingly lately a
message popped up my window. He's back again. I was very thankful
he always prays for me even on times that were not hearing from
each other. Some of my prayers back then were all granted. I believe he
had shared a big part from it. After moments of dwindled chats it came
back again and he still is my angel. No wonder my prayers were always
been granted because I know I wasnt the only one asking God but my
angel in a stranger...
he accidentally sent me a message and mistakenly thought I was
the girl he used to talk to. He is a christian thats why I got interested
having conversations with him.
After years of being a cyber friend he became my spiritual adviser.
There are times I felt like no one would understand me especially
when I'm in the peak of being doomed as I may describe it.
He was the only one who lifted my spirit. Even if he's still a stranger,
I felt comfort and hope when exchanging chats with him. It was like
God sent an angel trapped in a stranger.
I could still remember when times I felt a bit awkward at him.
I felt pity for myself that my lifeis way too far from him that he
wouldn't want to imagine. Felt like he would never understand me
our lives were ends apart. But what i thought just flew with the wind.
I never felt ashamed telling him every inch of my stories, my laughters
and tears. We became good friends but I never imagine what or how will
it be if I'm personally in front of him. Maybe I'm too open because he
wouldn't have a chance to see me especially crying while tapping my
keyboards. Somehow talking to a stranger eases some of my pains.
Time came when our conversation dwindle. It took also about a year
that we havent heard from each other. And surprisingly lately a
message popped up my window. He's back again. I was very thankful
he always prays for me even on times that were not hearing from
each other. Some of my prayers back then were all granted. I believe he
had shared a big part from it. After moments of dwindled chats it came
back again and he still is my angel. No wonder my prayers were always
been granted because I know I wasnt the only one asking God but my
angel in a stranger...
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